I hate that I have such a hard time letting you go. It should be easy, I’ve been losing you for so long now.. I have never wanted someone or anything more than I want you, as selfish and pathetic as that may be.. It’s so unfair to hold onto the hopes of California and even Mexico for Christ sake. I have lost my mind and my heart to you. I’m dramatic and crazy for all of this, but to me, you are worth it. You are the one great love of my life. And it is something I’ll always carry with me. Lies or not, you are my favorite story. I just thought you were real. My sweet, sad prince of the streets. I love you always.
Sometimes I think it’d be peaceful to drown.